I only feel alive when i'm feeling sad

Mecha_bOi SG

just wanted to know whether anybody feels this way too.

its like, only when i'm sad and depressed do i feel like this is life,i like the bitter and melancholic feeling, i like to feel hurt and to feel despair.

i dont know whats this really.

seotiblizzard SG

I think u need a shrink.

Mecha_bOi SG

okayy noted

gr33ndoll SG

well.. something wrong with you.

You should consult a psychologist.

ShrodingersCat SG

That's cos its a pretty self centred way of living~feeling melancholic and thinking all about yourself and how bitter and sad you are... . Like you know, you are the starring in the centre of some melodramatic taiwan series....

Also because you probably don't have anything that is really important making you feel really in pain inside your heart and the real despair of loss of something that means everything to you.

But don't worry, its normal teenage angst.

When you grow up, you will stop worrying about how you feel all the time, but rather, how someone you care for will feel instead.

parn SG

just wanted to know whether anybody feels this way too.

its like, only when i'm sad and depressed do i feel like this is life,i like the bitter and melancholic feeling, i like to feel hurt and to feel despair.

i dont know whats this really.

Is it because the pain constantly reminds you that you are still alive?

Go cut off your ku ku bird ok? Then you will feel alive everyday whenever you go toilet.

Melancholic? Try enjoying your life and "feel alive" when everyone around you is trying to take advantage of your friendliness one way or another. And you cannot be rude to them cos that's not what you were brought up to be.

^Acid^ aka s|aO^eH~ SG

Is it because the pain constantly reminds you that you are still alive?

Go cut off your ku ku bird ok? Then you will feel alive everyday whenever you go toilet.

Melanchoy of suzumiya haruhi...

gunner77 SG

You need some bondage love.

littlemissbonkers SG

U must be a 'M'

Why dun u hire me to insult you everyday? I'm sure you'll feel more alive! Better than chicken essence!

Dondontan SG

Sadism

littlemissbonkers SG

Well is there's a 'M' then there will be a 'S' to complement and balance. Result--->world peace

Mecha_bOi SG

okay thanks i really needed that kick up my ass, thanks forumers haha

im sick of this melancholic shit that is me, time to make changes.

once again thanks all (:

Mr Milo SG

the world needs change!............by Obama Milo

Bus&Soccer l0v3r (VO3x 1) SG

i dun leh

Arapahoe SG

You are suffering from a chronic negative attention seeker syndrome.

we all seeked attention but attention comes in both negative and positive, but unfornately you only get in all the negative attention you are so used to it is like drugs.

so pull up your socks and said from now on you are only going to mix around people with positive atitude. Fill yourself with energy.

Your 2010 should always look at more positive of life to draw energy from it.

dangerboi SG

Slight depression you have there. A shrink will help you.

Shorter ninja SG

just wanted to know whether anybody feels this way too.

its like, only when i'm sad and depressed do i feel like this is life,i like the bitter and melancholic feeling, i like to feel hurt and to feel despair.

i dont know whats this really.

There are millions out there just like you.Best you learn to understand cope with it and try to behave as 'Normal' as possible.

Shorter ninja SG

Slight depression you have there. A shrink will help you.

The best shrink is always that little voice you hear inside your head.

Rooney9 SG

how old r u boi? still schooling?

ulquiorra87 SG

This is just your negative life view.. When reality finally conforms to your life view of course you will (in a twisted way) feel satisfied because this is the way you feel life should be.. Of despair and suffering

Same goes for one with a positive view of life... One who feels life should be noble, heroic, lonely etc will feel happiest when reality finally conforms to his/her view of life

The problem lies not in your emotions but in your mind. Your emotions will only continue to egg you on towards happiness(or in your case destruction)

Have you ever wondered why some people relish in listening to songs of despair or tragedy or love? Its because these art so eloquently sing the view of life they feel so deeply inside

You should give up that negative view if you are to evolve into a non-tragic sense of life

Just my opinion BTW from my experience dont take my word for it