I thought of giving my liking of boys another chance but its all
crap to me now. I've been hanging out with my friends, and she
brings along her friends. And that guy who is my friends
friend keeps on flirting with me and my friends. Kinda disgusting
but i know he's fooling around but i caught him looking or should i
said "scanning" at me often, im not bragging btw. Its putting me in
an awkward position. Come on, i only wear long jeans dont tell me
that type of COVERING clothes also turn u on?! I have to wear an
eskimo suit if i have to but luckily thanks to singapore hot
weather.
Ok that aside, I went out with one of my friends who is a boy.
He go these two free tickets so he asked me out. So i just did
since we're just friends. But he's cool and started to like him. We
went in the movies and sat closely. But as the movies goes on, he
was tracing his hand all around my upper arm and before it reaches
my armpit, i jerked away. His fingers was so cold so i jumped when
he reaches my underarm. But what the hell was that all about? im
not even his gf and he did that?
I give him the stare after the movie, and he shrug and gave me
the 'huh?' look. I quickly went home and i dont give a damn
people watching us that day. I dont even dare to hold any guys
hands nowadays.
I wonder my hatred of guys really put me in a lesbian spot
but i dont bother that much. At least they're much gentle than some
despo loser boys. Please tell me girls, do u have
this kind of experience?