Remember there was a time when you genuinely cared for me ? That
you said you loved me ? Was it all a lie?
What faux pas so great did i committed; that made you changed
your mind?
Our promises, of growing old together, of moving to a quiet
seaside to live final years together after our children are all
grown up, -everything, all gone.
I promised you my unequal love, care and fidelity, and I've
never once broken them;
I've promised you space,patience and understanding, and I've yet
to breach any;
And now, how could you let me to rot alone?
How could you be so cold to me all of a sudden without any
reason?
You used to genuinely cared for me, loved me, and yet, it
doesn't bother you one bit, now, every single day, knowing full
well that I'm dragging my wound on the sand of time,every minute of
the day thinking of you.
Your precious text reply, your even rarer msn chat, once was so
abundant that I basked in the wealth of your love everyday, now
gone.
And in the process of giving you up completely, you came back,
and pulled me nearer, gave me false hope, again and again, and like
a fool I thought our relationship is salvageable, but again
and again you became cold to me again, you cut my wound deeper
every time.
I don't know how long I could go on. My friends tell me to stop
being stupid, that you don't deserve me; well I wouldn't know about
that, but one thing for sure,I sure as heck deserve you.
...就让我继续再骗自己,一天给自己一个假的希望, 创建一个虚假的微笑...
