I can empathise with your pain, for who amongst us have
not suffered from crushing disappointments before? None. It's part
and parcel of life, for we all have hopes and expectations,
sometimes unrealistically so, thus the fall when our plans go
apart...
There is no way to remove the pain, no words, no music. No one
else can remove it, for it will lies in our mind forever. But it is
within our will power alone to put it aside, and concentrate
on more worthwhile pursuits such as career or making new
friends.
The first step is to accept the fall, come to terms with it, and
know that you have no immortal power to change events that you
cannot control. But within your control is your will to continue
on, if not for your sake and your future, at least for those who
love and care about you, such as your family, relatives and
friends.
You have already faced disappointments, and know the pain, so
spare them of such for they do have hopes for you, simple ones
only, which is your well being.
It's not the end of the world, at least not yet, for a bright
journey lies ahead, if only you will open up your eyes. The
majestic sun still rises, birds still sing, laughing children still
play, lives still go on and had not stop. So too must you not stop,
or dwell on the past...
Good Luck.