I really hate all the things that are happening to me now.
In life, I'm always not the main topic neither anything worth
talking about. Nobody gives a darn about me, I'm always at the
sideline. It's really very pain to me, I'm a human and I have
feelings for everything and anything.
Each time I see my friends being the most funniest and popular guy,
I feel like dying and just venting my anger by hitting myself. I
hate to always be at the sideline, someone unworthy of anything yet
have to bear with it. I want to be the funniest, most popular and
someone who has lots of admirer.
But why do I not have anyone contacting me out for anything? Why
must I be so lonely everyday? Why must I live such a life?
eh you again ah. haiyooooo
