anyone here finding job ? how's your result so far ?
recently i'm more aggressive in job search. went for
courses and applied to related jobs. result is several doors
are open to me and i committed to a couple of them. you must
think that i'm happy, right ?
strangely, i don't feel satisfaction. the increased
activity keeps me busy, gives me hope and makes me feel less guilty
(at least i'm doing something). but when opportunities come,
i'm mostly half-hearted in taking them on. the activity also
makes me lost, drained and out of focus.
perhaps i should stop the activity for a while and regain my
sense of direction.
