yes i admit that i'm emo, loser but i will learning things piece
by piece to be much more confidence then last time and my close
friends encourage me. as u all know confidence is very important to
sucess in life and alot of things. i have been reading books about
girls and know some lines.i already tell my close friends about
this but still don't dare to do it. here comes the story...
while i taking my bus right home, i saw girl and we have eye
contact.i keep looking at her she looks cute and sporty i like it.
when she notice i'm looking at her, she looks away abit kind of shy
smile.i'm thinking of approaching her and i just wan to make sure
she intrested in me or not. finally the bus reaching the bus stop,
she suddenly stand up and prepare to go off. she look at me and
give me a little smile away and i never lost eye contact with a
smile. i'm nervous inside but my appearance is not nervous
thought.i know the more i hestitate the more i don't dare to
approach her but i already know what to say to her.oh man she leave
the bus and walk away.in my mind i telling myself ''i'm sure she
will look back ''. damn it! she really look back. what a waste and
i'm thinking of runing to her and approach her. there she
goes...next few weeks later i saw again, she never notice me but i
did because i was on the 2nd floor bus and she was on the 1st.
again i still hestitate when she off the bus. she walk so fast and
i let her go again. i already wasted 2nd time and what will happen
on 3rd time i saw her.i have been thinking.
i know this is crap and simple things and some more this is my
1st time.
the problem is if you are in the bus and lots of people will you
dare to approach? and on the street she walk so fast will you dare
run up to her and approach too?
what should i do to be more guts and stop acting like a pussy?
anything can improve about this?
Use mind game to psycho yrself.
Tell yrself 'She will not eat u up. She is just a little girl.
What are u afraid off? Are u a man? ' Maybe in the
later stages, u will feel nothing afraid off to approach her.
