Its delusional that u adopt such a stance – its nothing to with
the race – its what is inside u, wake up pal, u seem to justifying
all that u experience like others are responsible for what u feel.
when it does not work u apportion blame and cast aspersions and
whine!
It understandable – its part of growing up – however, just be aware
that if these state(s) of mind persists in you – man, its going to
be misery.