Hi everyone
i read many stories of yours in this website
may be I'm the only vietnamese here post the topic on SG
forums
well i've been in singapore for 2years already
2years-with 2 lovers passed by me
if u have met me in real life,may be u nv believe the reason why
I always been left by 2 ex b4
they're all singaporean and the 1st ex also my 1st love in
life-which made me suffer for almost 1 year for the 2month
relationship with him
I just break up with my 2nd bf 1 month ago,9 month
relationship,even on our 1st day anniversary...I went back vietnam
for chinese new year about 10days,we also keep contact then 1st feb
we break up...I smoke 1 package of cigarettes for everynite of
missing him...well he's fat n cant say handsome...and even poor due
to debt n family backcrupt,i nv ask for anything from him,what i do
is ask him to study,I buy shoes,coats n etc that i can afford for
him,even I'm just a foreginer come to singapore to study(I 21yrs
old) I dun care how much the other guys like me or what my
friends,family...say about him...once i love him,I do everything
for him,only 1 thing that I can't accept:sex b4 marriage,my mom
even 1 time cried in front of me,cos she says she knows we can't
have a happy ending,I trust n love him 100%,now then i realize 1
thing that i can't accept by going to his facebook,he likes the
other gal that uglier than me,we've been through everything,why he
can do like that?why?why?why?
he cheated me many times by sms to girl already,but i for give
all,he steal my 400 aud to spend i also ignore,now he ask for 300
from me after breaking up?
why the one i love n trust most can do this to me?
feel like nothing to depend on to continue living in this
world
i just suicide for drinking 30 sleeping pills same time
but luckily still can survive
any suggesstion for me so i can have a way to enjoy my life from
u
i really want to get back to life happily
its usual for men to have lust
since he cant control, then u really have to let go
hope you find someone better
as for the meantime, be single