Sorry for not reading all the replies but just though of
sharing, I was once in your situation, but well im on the other
side the guy. LOLS Initially i though it was just all out for fun
and all. Before all it was just u know msging one another, not
knowing how each of us look like and all, I didn't pay much
attention to her looks, (I didn't care) The relationship between me
and her it's just like friends who talks about anything under the
sun, thou I've got a real girl friend out there and all not knowing
my "weird relationship" with this other girl.
Til like 1 year down the road, we start to realize that we've
already fall for each other(yeah that happen after me and my GF
broke off) ,I need to know how she look like and all. Nevertheless
we decided to meet up, I told her just a meet up like as if we're
normal friends and nothing else. It turned out soooo bad, seriously
she look just like a witch (no i dun like to insult but... SHES
REALLY worst den FUGLY)! It was such a bad idea, I was dam confused
at that point of time, she fking put her hands around me and of cus
i ran off! (ok im a big bastard) I told her not to contact me
anymore... however when im home I started thinking of the things
she said to me, the things i said to her in the past...
I tried to love her again, but i just can't really just i
started to turn myself into a total different person... well, i
guess it wouldn't happen if right from the start I've know how she
look like and started accepting her day by day... it'd be so much
worst if she'd to come up to u 1 day and "Hi im am the so-and-so
u've been mailing everyday nice to meet u" den u realize its too
late... The impact stays with you forever, both parties =)
Well but all in all these are parts and parcals of life! do what
you think is right!