Thing is.. now I'm 20 liao.. now taking driving lessons cos she
forced me to.. i didnt want, cos i earn low pay (working aft grad
from poly), no money to pay for car, road tax, COE, petrol etc
etc.. den she said she will sponsor. so after so much bugging from
her, i agreed, just to get her off my back. plus, she said SHE WILL
SPONSOR. lying bugger. after she paid for my basic theory test
(btt) fee, she said, 'since u working liao, u pay the rest'. wah
say. she always promise things den retract the promise lei. fair
anot? i'm now paying 80+ bucks PER LESSON for something i dont
like. and i dont even have a car. so how? after get license, nv
practice, den have license for what?
den when i was still in poly, she said, 'when u start working
liao, i dun care how long u use internet, what time u wake up (on
weekdays and weekends)'. den, now lei, i'm working le. den internet
she still restrict sia. 11 pm want me off liao. den i come back
from work only at 7. dinner and bathtime not included. and i wanna
have time to check emails, chat with friends (msn) etc, cos my
workdays usually suck. my office really sucks, and its not just me
feeling this way. but forgetting about problems at work, home life
really sucks. and this bites, cos home is usually the place i go to
to relax. but now, i avoid home unless necessary. and its eating
into my pocket. all the money on dinner, transport etc.. and not to
mention, driving lessons.
how arh? that bugger doesnt listen to what i say, what i TRY to
explain, den all my relatives side her, i'm always the bad guy.
everything i say, they shoot me down. all the stuff about me being
'unfilial', 'rebellious', 'good-for-nothing', 'anti-social'. i
mean, yea i may be some of that stuff some of the time, but only
when im angry! and they make my angry side come out all the time.
with friends i'm not as mean as with my relatives.
bth liao lei. i feel so let down by my own relatives.
i'm 20 liao.. den i still feel like 10 YO.. this morning i was
slapped awake by her.. (slapped lor.. normally she just start
yelling at me.. and either way i get a big fright..cos EARLY in the
morning lei. ppl's brains still not awake yet den go and shock them
lydat..) just cos i 'overslept' by 10min.. but actually i was
already half-awake..just didnt feel like going to work..so lazed in
bed for abit more.
