My Malaise

nihilist SG

I am floundering in my own malaise. I just don't know how the hell I landed in this US of A. Please don’t ask me what made me decide to come to USA. I was gullible and had this little dream. Being an immigrant has inadvertently put me in a socially disadvantage position. And living in the conservative small town makes things even worst. I really, really resent the rednecks and white trash who assume that they can grab an Asian chick in a heartbeat. It’s very insulting. I am so pissed by those who approach me with only one thing in mind. Once, I had an interesting verbal exchange with a white trash.

The bottom line is I am not valued as a human being. I am merely a disposal tool. If I am productive, I am in; otherwise, I have to start packing and hit the highway. And what I can’t stand is the hypocrisy. They take great pride in their so-called freedom and democracy but underneath the glorified surface, I see their downfalls. They‘re very corrupted and plastic and they try to conceal that by acting classy. They make me puke!

This country has no spirit. This country has no soul.

Thanks for listening.

TalkToTheScreen SG

Ok, noted.

de_middle SG

why don't come back here then, here is the best.....absolutely. Ask the peeps in speakers corner

Beautiful951 SG

Why don't you come back?

I mean, the people there are a bit not so nice as singapore. I went to their forums, they a bit hide their true nature like that la.

Gedanken SG

Such is the nature of small towns. Is the option of moving to more metropolitan (and cosmopolitan) areas open to you?

novelltie SG

why not return home?

my personal reason for not migrating was also because of racial discrimination which i believe is still very must active in many developed countries like USA and Australia...