guess wad?
i broke up with her. .
Time for a little update on my life. . .
So i onli managed to be with her again for only 2 weeks. . .
i got back together with her on the 9 of sept,which was on tuesday,
and the following monday, i found out she had met her ex-bf "for
the last time" without my consent and knowning it. . And wads
worst, the ex-bf told me about it, how he had a great sex with
her.
The guy clearly played her, and she fell for it. .
Hands up guys, how mani of you will actually give ur partner a
second chance knowing he/she cheated on u and fuck another
girl/guy? I was clearly pissed, fustrated, and confused. . I
try to listen to her "explaination".
she said that she was still missing him, and her intention was to
meet him for a last time, and pass some items that he wanted back.
. and the meet up place was his house. . . but somehow, emotions
took the better of her, which end up in that situation.
I was realli confused and lost. . i treated her so well, and this
was wad i deserved?
The thing was, unlike last time, i now can think a little clearer
whenever my blood boils. . . I try to reason things out with
my mind, and somehow, my heart decided to give her a chance.
Its quite foolish for me to give her another chance, but hey, i
believe everybody deserve a second chance. This is something
i've learnt from my past r/s, where my past ex didnt even give me a
chance, saying i'll never change my attitude blah blah. .
I give her a chance, cos i believe she can change. . i don
wan to be like that exgf of mine that didnt gave me a chance, even
though i begged her to, on my knees. .
Even though i try to put the past behind, it seems so hard, knowing
that if she could do it once, she could always do it again. I have
nightmares every other day due to the incident
Things were getting a little better. me and her family were getting
well again. everything seems perfect till yesterday. . .
She finish work at about 12midnight, so she shared a cab back home
with her manager and colleagues. She last called me at about 1230,
saying she's in the cab and will call me once she's home as her hp
batt was out. . But she didnt call me. i waited till 2.30am
and decided to call her mom up to check if she was home already.
.
She wasnt home, and her mom was equally worried, so i rushed down
in a cab and when to find her around her area. .
The 1st thought that ccame to my mind was that her ex bf had
ambushed her or something. I was super worried.i ran around her
housing estate like a mad man, checking all the secluded spots,
till i eventually saw her at a dark playground with a guy.
From far, i could not see clearly, but it seems like they were
kissing at the playground.
She saw me, and they sit further apart. . i question her and stuff,
and dragged her home. .
Upon reaching her doorstep, where her mom is waiting anxiously, her
mkom asked me where i found her, and my reply was "saya nampak dier
kat playground dgn jantan laen", translation, i saw her sitting at
the playground with another guy. Her mom was shocked and
shouted at her on the spot, and kinda whacked her on the head. . i
hung my head low and headed back home. . . it was kinda too much
for me to take. .
Haiz. . . after afew exchange of smses, she sent me these '"I know
im wrong . . i know u hate me , im really sorrie, call me wadever u
want, its not that i don care, its cos i deserve i all.
i don blame you for leaving me. its all my fault. i know. im realli
sorrie.'"
i replied with the best mixture of english and hokkien
possible..
she has not replied ever since. . .
Dude, I am sorry to know of your predicament. Thanks for
telling us. Don't ever take her back, she is not
worth it. I believe it is the sex thing that made
her go back to him. I am sorry, but she seems a
slut to me. You have to deal with your emotions
and move on later. Don';t take her back
even one day she comes begging on her knees.
There are other better gals around, take your
time. Meanwhile, spend your time now to gradually
get over it and move on.
