i'd like to make a comment..
everything we do, which is hurtful to someone, is like driving a
nail into a plank of wood.
you can remove the nail, but the hole will always be there.
sorry, TS, but you reap what you sowed, that's the law of the
universe.
just seeing what you typed, really gave me a bad impression
about you. self centered. even right now, the only reason why you
want to be friends with the guy again, is because it makes you feel
better. it's not about what he wants, or what is right. it's all
about you. your needs, your feelings, your universe.
you want things to be better? stop thinking about yourself, and
think about what other ppl want instead for once.
but.. well. it's your life.
all the best..