i am back..with more problems..heres how..
in my previous entry i wrote that he called me to work with
him..(coz i am a surveyor), that was last thurs..here the strange
thing..we were ok on thurs..to the fact that both of us are joking
n playing happily..everything seems perfect..working and enjoying
the company..but he changed after when he went msia with his gf on
fri and wkend..and just ytd when we went back to office(to submit
our stuff)..he started to tell me things like we shouldnt meet
anymore becoz i do not wish to go out with you and let you think
that there might be chance of us together(which nv cross my
mind)..i was in total shock!! so i keep askin why then you still
ask me to acc you on thurs when in fact you didnt wish to see
me?and before he left for msia he say something like "i going msia
then after that dunno when you can see me again le.." is he hinting
that he doesnt wan to see me anymore?
so after submitting our stuff we went vivo coz i am going home
while he waitin for his mum..but while we were there..althought he
keep emphazing dun wan to see me or go out with me..while shopping
he still will ask me this nice that nice..and still can play
lo..
one moment he tells me he doesnt wan to go out with me becoz he
wan to prevent himself so that i wont threaten him..but why still
call me out?when i call him last night...he says there is no way we
will see each other again...so i ask him so why did he call me
on thurs..he cant tell me the reason..he is driving me crazy...it's
not i cannot find new friends..it's not i dun have friends...it's
that we know each other for very long and was very close...that i
find it so difficult to treat him as a nobody...
damn sad..i cried very hard ytd...losing a gd friend is worst
then losing a bf lo...that's what i think la..
what was he thinking...seriously...