So as stated in topic title.
I don't feel contended with these qualities, a lot people tell me
that it's already fortunate. Sometimes, I feel exclusive,
sometimes, I feel out of place. Sometimes, I feel like a loser. I
don't know.
According to people, (and after some introspection)
I have high IQ. To the extent where I can don't study much and
achieve not bad results. I'm taking Alevels, but never really
studied in my life before.
Highly philosophical and deep. I think too much, sometimes. I
always define this define that and I'm always thinking about
sometime.
I'm the type that will go online to read on random articles (wiki
and some others) about history, science and stuff like that. I read
these for pure pleasure and knowledge
I have almost near photographic memory. (though not exactly very
evidently).
I listen to classical music. I read up a lot on music history and
periods and I learn music theory. plays advanced repertoire on the
piano and I don't listen to pop or "normal" music. I play 4 hours
of piano/day, and will still do okay in school work eventually and
have a decent social life.
I'm considered fit. Last year my 2.4km run was almost 9 flat.
Not exactly part of me, but I was born in a relatively rich family.
Landed house, got car to drive me whereever I want to go. I only
spend like 10% of my pocket money as I have nothing much to
buy.
I know many are going to ask why is this even in aunt agony. But
the fact is
I don't seem to be happy at all. I use to believe money can't buy
important stuff and the world's most important things can't be
bought with money. And so I set out to gather all the stuff that is
more than superficial. Knowledge, skills. I've been trying my best
to accquire them, I am an anti-materialististic person. But right
now I'm at a lost, these skills, these abilities, do not exactly
make me happy.
I don't really have a good love life. Don't get interested in girls
easily. But yet sometimes, I feel lonely.
Am I the classic spoilt uncontended brat?
The reason for
your emptiness is because you fail to transcend beyond the physical
and psychological realm - you are spiritually void and you are not
emotionally fulfilled as well.
You have no cause to live for.
Nothing.
Only when you seek a remarkable
cause to expend your time, effort and energy, would you then find
an answer to your conundrum. 
Cheers
