I just sat for my O levels chinese oral a few hours back.
Although I didn't feel nervous, I felt I did quite "badly" for my
conversation component. You might think this is simply nothing and
that I just have to make do with a Merit... but I want to get a
Distinction!I feel so rotten and disconsolate. It's as though I'm
real stupid to miss a chance to get distinction (although there is
still hope). I nearly broke down on the way home earlier.
Helpless.
Listen
What's done cannot be undone. There's no ctrl+Z undo button in
real life.
Many a time, we will always look back and say "shit, should have
done this or that". But then, if we always managed to achieve the
"should have done this or that", there wouldn't be any poor person
on this earth.
Life is already full of events. Concentrate on events in which
you still have a power and ability to influence, and not look back
and regret over events which cannot be changed anymore. There's
just so many things to do, and you want to waste your time
regretting over this?
There's no use crying over split milk.
Anyway, I got merit for my O level chinese oral and did quite
badly for my compo, and still managed an A2. My sis (1.5 years ago)
wrote out of point for her O level Chinese letter writing, got
merit for her oral exams, and still get A2.
What you can change now is to score well for your other papers, and
you are still well on your way to an A1. This is something which
you can still influence and change. An A1 with a merit in oral
exams will definitely be better than an A2 or B3 with distinction
in oral exams.