Yest, was my last day of poly life.. next sem attachment all the
way.
My class decided to like eat tgthr at amk hub.
There's this gal that i'm very close with. If some of you might
rmbred, yea that les. She supposed to meet her butch at 2
plus.. cause lesson end at 12 but we drag drag drag.
theortically, if we end lesson at 12, we will be able to make it
to lunch by 1230 and eat then she will have enough time to meet
her.Knowing us going out in a big group plus mostly gals, need go
toilet all that. so we end up leaving campus only at 1 plus.
so she told her butch to join the gathering.
before her butch came, there's an empty seat beside
me. However, I refused to approve her letting her butch
seating there when she arrive. giving all kind of stupid
excuse like "reserve it for my another friend who's riding."
when keep insisting, I actually blurted out, "go ask her sit
another table la.." I think after that she knows I sort of dont
like the presence of her butch.
After which, my fren arrive (the one who's riding) then followed
him go draw cash. by the time I arrive, she's gone. They said that
she not joining us for lunch. Went out with her butch instead.
Pretty upset about it cause she left without a word. Come to
think of it, I rather have her around with her butch rather then
she's not there.. I didnt know when I chased her butch away, I'll
be chasing her away too..
On the last day of school, I've played the devil in chasing away
someone dear to me.
What should I do now? Apologize?
Btw, that butch got bad history in my class.. she used to belong
to another in my class. then something happen then my friend sort
of "snatch" the butch away. Long story la..
I was waiting for someone to voice out that her belong is not
there. apperantly, nobody seems to want to say anything. seems like
it's only me who voiced out.
Sigh..
If you cared about your own guilt and think you're at
fault, then apologise to her.
If you cared about how she will think of you regardless who's
fault it is, then apologise to her. But do let her know that she
meant alot to you.
You won't know when it is too late to say sorry to anyone, life
flashes past us in a flash.
Treasure and cherish those people whom you loved.
I'm sure we would like to know if you like her like you really
love her kind of like. Care to share? 
