I have tried; not that I haven't.
These problems started in the very first year; I have hung on
and tried to solve.
But to him, talking out = let's break off.
What can I do? Each time I wanna talk, he'll said if it's so
hard, then break off.
Break off is not a solution, that I understand; I just wanna a
talk to solve things. But if he just simply doesn't wanna talk and
use break off as a way to stop the talk, I really don't know what
else I can try.
Whatever ways I can think of, I have tried.
Straight outburst at him to wake him - tried, he just felt I am
crazy.
Wanna slap him to wake him - his response, ps slap me, but
forget about waking me up.
Let him cool off, then have a good talk with him to make him
realise what's wrong - tried, replied me with a 'Yes, Yes, I know',
two months later 'back to normal'.
Disappearing Act - Tried, he went around looking for me at
places where I mostly hang out, promising me everything, two months
later, 'back to normal'.
Even my mum talked to him, she 'hijacked' him at the carpark; he
went 'Yes, Yes, Auntie'; weeks later, back to normal.
When asked how stable is our relationship by friends, he will
say it's actually very stable; good etc. But still, he will act up
every now and then. When confronted on why act up when he felt it's
stable, he just shrugged his shoulders.
Attractive or not is not something I can say of myself; I may
feel myself being attractive but may not be perceived so by
others.
All I can say is so far, no one has said I am ugly, most
comments are above average.