I don not know how i shall start with,
recently, i broke up w my gf of 3 years,
i`ve to admit that i`ve had the greatest time in my life all these
time
regrettbly, i wasnt such a good bf
many times had i taken our love for granted and that it`ll always
be there.
i`ve been feeling very terrible and helpless ever since i
couldnt see her or hear her.
someone that was once so intimate in our lives were just gone out
of a sudden
i couldnt take it,
i knew what happened today was a result of my faults.
had i been more understanding, i would not have been like i was
today..
yes, many times had i abused our love. i took the word of break up
too easily.
i nv knew it`s real consequences.... til now.
many are the times i`ve tried to win her back to my side,
but many times was i rejected badly,
hurt as i am, i was hurt even more deeply.
ppl had all asked me to move on,
but if i could had moved an inch, i would
the more i try to forget her, the more i`ll love her
and the harder it`ll be to move on...
yesterday, i went to her place to find her
although i could not see her
i finally got the chance to hear a voice so nice and familar
i apologized, but it was too late she says
she told me that she didnt love me anymore,
but havin known her for so long, i know she still does...
all that i could had done, i did
i cried my hearts out...
thou there had been offers to help me
there could be no help
for non compares to her
for this relationshio,
i thought i gave 100% n i thought she gave 101%
but i was wrong, i gave 102%
even if i know she still loves me, she`s still angry w
me...
perhaps the words is fear. for fear i`ll not be able to protect
her
she wanted to be alone.
there was nothing else i could had done to make her stay.
so i shall set her free...
If loving means leaving, I will...
Good bye to you my dearest darling,
BaByBoY
