Hi Zarks,
thx for the encouragement, 4 years is a long time but it`s a
happy ending,
i`m not doing nothing while waiting for her to come back..
i`m finding a job, upgrading myself so that when she comes back,
i`ll be ready.. i`m not doing anything more to show my desperation
for her love, if she wants to come back, she will...
i`m not torturing myself, i`m just giving the r/s another
chance...
i agree that the scar will be there even if she comes back,
but it`ll not be for her to remind me of my bad,
but to consistantly remind me that i need to be even better than
b4 to be worth her love..
BaByBoY