This my first time posting so thk you all for reading this.
my problem is that i know a girl about 2 year in my cca. we only
started talking each other during sec2 as she come to
school from dsa thus go to the advance group with all the senior
while me a newcomer start from the beginner group.the stuff we talk
about is all about schoolwork and only briefly. i that that
time also dun give a dam about bgr and laugh at those who have.
however recently i find myself dreaming about
her and me in a happy family. i find it weirrd and tell my best
friend about it he tell me to just forget about it i heed his
advice and forget about it. however i can't . during my last cca
session, as m.y.e is comming cca is to step down,i can't help but
keep looking at her observing her every action i start talking to
her .i find myself in love with her .i use to have her number but
lost it and dun dare to ask for it again.so during that period we
nvr talk to each other but only say hi when we see each other.
i decide to start learning guitar to sing a
song to her to express my feeling to her using the song 'hey there
delihah' tune but change the lyric after finding out the song true
meaning.i also start going to the gym because of her hoping to
become stronger and more lean as i am quite fat.most importantly i
hope to make myself more attractive to her because of my perception
which girl will ever like a fat guy.
also recently i able to get her number because both she
and i are in the cca committee and will be organising the handover
ceremony.and during the ceremony i talk to her amd surprisngly we
are able to talk about everything and stick with each other
throughout the ceremony b4 she go home while i have to be in charge
for the bbq.
later that night feeling confident i sms
her.then from that time onward we sms each other. i was trying to
be careful not to annoy her as i nvr really sms girl one. however
the problem is that she alway took very long to reply me one
sometime 1 day or i night time sms her she morning then reply. i
feel like start calling her but i scare as i nvr done it b4 and
also dun noe how to start a topic beside cca and scare annoy her.
Now is the june holiday do you think i sholud make use of cca
outing and ask her out
i thk you one more time for reading this hope you all can give
me some advice
