alright
years ago, i did not hav the courage to confess, and ended up
rejecting instead. it was perhaps a silly decision i made if i
were to recall those times.
And no, she has not turned into a swan. she used to have alot of
admirers those days, and 1 of the sec sch belles. and the
decision was partially becoz i did not believ the words of her
during her confession. so that was so silly. and yes, i think i
hurt her with my response. she cried, and i heard from her clique
tat she was hurt. i think i was damn bastard to do such a ting
then, for hurting someone i actually like, yet timid to like. or
probably i was too shy then.
but hey yeah, since then, we have not talked to each other for
quite long, for like 5 yrs after sch.
so i think i lan lan suck thumb liao now.
and yes, i'm single now, just feel emo at times so having such
thoughts
hahaha