OMG ur so in a situation like mine 2 years ago.
except my ex was normal looking and younger then me by 1 year
.
But when i told her i wanted to break up with her she also say
she wanted to kill herself , say she skip school because of me blah
blah blah ....
She even waiting outside of my house for like 10 hours stright
under the hot bloody sun . But still i didnt went out to meet her
in the end she took a cab home . Thats not the worst
thing .
She came to my sch and waited for me OUTSIDE my sch . Then when
i went out of sch i saw her running towards me . So i just ran and
took a bus home .
But then in the end we meet up and trashed things out . At first
didnt want to meet her one but my sister asked me too . So lan lan
have to meet .
I even got another ger to act as if she is my new girlfriend.
But of course my ex didnt believe since we have been together for
like 1 and a half year . She knew me inside out already .
Bottom line is maybe u`ll end up like me . But my advise to u is
if u really dont love her anymore is better to have a clean break .
But if u still have even a little feeling for her go for it .
Orr hor...you play with ger feelings....
