Well...keeping it isn't a bad thing either.
You'll just be thinking about him for a long long time.. that's
all.
Like you.. I used to be infatuated with a boy in my primary
school..
Till date.. I do .. still think about him.. occasionally. But
the intensity of that crush just fades over time.. but will not
dissapear.
I searched for him online.. but to no avail.. my friend told me,
she thinks she saw him with his wife and family a few years back..
but she couldn't be sure it was him.
In my heart.. he still reside in a little .. tiny corner... and
when I have some time.. I go visit him there...... a sliver of
bitter sweet memory .. like a souvenir from a beautiful place..I'd
never get to visit again......
If I had .. at the right time.. confessed.. and got rejected..
perhaps.. I will finally be able to have closure.. and eventually
forget about him.
Or if he had accepted me.. perhaps.. my path would've been very
different.
A thousand possibilites... awaiting for you to unravel... your
choice.
But since he is attached now. it's best not to go and "kaciao"
him .. because your chances will be very very slim....
Yea.. I wouldn't be "kaciao-ing" them.. Thanks for
your advice!
PS: He's my primary school classmate... My friends think it's
ridiculous to crush for 7 years..
*guilty of using this as an excuse for so long...*