try doing something u feel strongly for..? i think u are feeling
like this becoz u are too un-enthusiastic(sp?) about things and
issues..
nothing right now seems to set u thinking or reflecting..
hang out with ur frenz or find a real close fren to pour out
your thots.. try to steer yourself in the right frame of mind..
perhaps this is what they call feeling f*cked up?
best wishes=)