I hope someone can help me with my problems, recent event have
make me extremely depress and i almost have no means to live
anymore...
[U][B]Myself[/B][/U]
I had a terrible accident 2 years back, ended up being disabled,
servered sciatic nerves from my left leg. Unable to walk without
suppost, but still i continue to strive hard studying in local
university hoping to achieve something in my life. During this 2
years i had tried hard to be happy and positive.
[U][B]My Family[/B][/U]
My family is not a well to do family but we do tried hard to
survive... only able to have decent meals everyday, i had 3 younger
brother 4th brother studying in sec sch, 3rd brother serving NS and
a low mentally 2nd younger brother who always get sacked from his
job and now jobless. The only family income is from my mother who
works as a cleaner for 600 per month and father who is a private
bus driver.. income just able to support 3 meals for us.
[B][U]Bad company[/U][/B]
Worst thing happened, my 3rd brother mixed up with bad company. He
is very naive to trust those bad company. A group of bookies who
encourage him to illegal gamble by giving him large number of
credit luring him into great debt. As of this few days, i dont know
how he accumulate a debt of 18k from his bookies friend.
[B][U]Harrassment [/U][/B]
My family had tried to offer money and pay monthly to clear up his
debt
but His groups of friend wanted demanded him to pay up 18k in 1
day, and wanted to force him borrow money from loan shark to pay up
his debt. I had stopped him in time and manage to move off from his
friends. Today those bookie waited downstair my house to wait for
our family member to come home. My mother had been stopped by them
and they demanded money from her.
[B][U]Threaten [/U][/B]
The bookie boss repeatly called my brother today and threaten to
beat him up. He said if there is no money from us today in the
afternoon he will not want the money anymore. My 3rd brother become
very depress, he had truely repent on what he did but the bookies
are not giving him any chance in repaying the debts. Yesterday i
found him in serious depression and even wanted to suicide cause he
is unable to face our family by causing so much trouble, He had
been crying non-stop since those calls. I cant stand to see my
brother so helpless...
[B][U]My fault[/U][/B]
As the eldest in the family its my duty to educate my younger
sibling, i feel its my fault in letting my 3rd brother go astray.
If only i had been more careful, i would not be in serious traffice
accident 2 years back with more than 13 surgery ( i Even had lost
count). I ought to be helping my parent with the financial burden.
With medical condition right now i cant work to help out......i
...cant :(
[B][U]Helpless[/U][/B]
What can i do now? My 3rd brother had thought of surrender to the
police for the illegal gambling but those bookies will not let us
go off so easily. He had repent willing to surrender but he is
afraid those bookies will take revenge on our helpless family. It
is seriously ruining our life. We cant go out, afraid those bookies
will do something to us. I had not slept in 2 days, perhaps it is
more easily if i just jump down from my house :(. What shall i do
T_T................What shall i do T_T...... Another few hours in
the afternoon the bookies will be here demanding money if not force
my 3rd brother to borrow money from loan shark. Something bad will
happen to us.
When you got problem try to find solution.Ok you are right think
positive 
I
won't like if i am in your situation and no one like?
As you say it is a accident and you MUST move on!!!Call police
to handle if there very threaten you you guys need a greater power
to solve those problem.
Cheers always think of the bright side!Life is great!!!
