now its not about me, its totally serious.
broke up, wanted to be frens, having sweet memories. but i wrote
her a book, the biggest mistake of my life.
i wrote the good memories and the bad. the times we quarrelled.
the times we had fun. and sorry, i know i m gross but i included
details on bed. but i did not dedicate an entire section to it, juz
a paragraph, the rest were just about our dates and our fun. it was
like 10-12 pages of innocent acts, but 1-2 paragraphs of...explicit
content.
and our tattoo, i mentioned it. i mentioned clearly our
tattoo.
and...her mom saw the book. told her she hates my ex.
the ex is angry with me for not telling her the book was
personal. she blamed me for not being discreet. if i knew her mom
wud see, i wud tell her rite? and... all the while her mom never
sees her stuff, its totally unexpected. i din expect her mom to
see, i din expect her to leave it on the table, but i blame myself
for writing such stuff. usually, she enjoys talking about it, but
it was my mistake to write it down. i know i m a bastard for what
happened, now this.
i really feel stupid,why do i do things tt cause her downfall?
im really her curse? i wanna get out of her life now but she is
crying saying how much she hates me. it pains me to not be able to
hear her problems. im the cause.
i regret it. why did i do it? i dont know what to call my frens
to advice her.
why dun u leave her alone in the first place though? u know that is
what you supposed to do but u did not then now in the end u are
here asking for advice. just leave her alone can??? can a not
