I feel like a jerk ..
Read this :
Fabulous days to be overwritten by one incident? Nah, I think both
Weiting and I will never get affected by such minor thing. Never
Go on (my name), be incensed, be agitated, be annoyed.
I know you have enough, but the both of us had enough too.
I know you want to get things settled as soon as possible, I want
too.
I think it is just the fact that we don't know each other well. We
don't know the way of how we speak, or even how we think. You are
used to your friends and I am used to mine. Our own style of
speaking and blogging, its different. It is opposing one
another.
You might ask yourself, why do I have to write these in my blog
instead of clarifying things with you personally?
Reasons are simple : Because the both of us are hot-tempered and
short-tempered. When there is something we want to defence
ourselves, we would get really annoyed easily. We were never calm,
because when you feel uneasy, you let it out.
You'd complain, you'd ask.
I wrote everything here, because I never have my piece
finished.
I did not quarrel too much with you today, because I know its
useless. I can't talk with you and your humongous eyes, with people
there intruding in the silence, with you wanting to bash us both
till our teeth drops and bleed, with a hot-tempered defenders, who
just want to claim the rights for themselves.
Go on, let others read my blog. I could care less because it is
something I wanted to say- but I never wrote it all out.
Frankly, I fear you.
You are sensitive, I know you hate it when I said that you were an
extra.
But have you ever thought how we felt when you said that we were @
the bowling centre?
You gave in to us when we insulted you. Do you think that we did
not?
Most importantly, why do I always give you a cold shoulder while
others are just humble and bubbly? Because I fear you. I feared and
I fear.
Don't ask me why I fear, because even myself don't know the answer.
It is just a feeling that comes to you obliviously.
you are different in MsN and real person.
You could make people trust you so much in Msn, and when it turns
out in real life, you because really ironic.
I know you want to defend yourself now, you want to say something.
But do you know that this will never come to a stop?
because we can't get along with each other well during CIP
today(thanks to Thaven, mainly).
We never get along. It is just like a vicious circle, it comes
along one another. One incident causes another and the situation
worsen. (Think of this when you thought of Vicious Circle).
I know we both want to ask, HOW TO SETTLE IT?
I want. I fear. I dare not.
Do you understand me?
After talking with Guocong, I understood your position.
You are sensitive and you felt hopeless because you are defening
yourself ALONE.
Although you told me to remove your permission, please read this
one last time. As my post to you. For you only.
Just remember this day when you have gotten stronger. I felt myself
stronger, do you?
Anyway, CIP today was really fun and I am totally enjoying
it.
We were competing which group would get it done first, but in the
end it turns out that everybody are helping one another.
It is really a meaningful CIP... ))))))))))))))
Guocong, Wenhao, Nichelle, Yirong, Weiting, Thaven,
Boonkiat,Junteck, Michelle, Yingyuan and Zulaikha. I know we are
going to have a tremendous day next Friday. I love our cooperation,
team work and determination. The concern for one another's safety
and the compassion for those children with cancer. It¡¯s so
beautiful, reallyyy(: I have the best classmates everrr. Thank you.
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- Wei Ting
What should I do ?
I asked alot of my friends if I am different in MSN and RL and they
said YES.
What should I do to ask for forgivness from the girls ?!
I am dead
