hurt, yes
mistrust, yes
and love, also yes
if i love a ger, i will forgive her no matter, as long as she tells
me before i find out myself. and i think even if i found out, i
still will forgive her.
even if her heart is not with me, but if she still willing to let
me take care, i will.
if i'm with her, it's because i love her. not because of
anything.
yes, her actions might hurt me, but that dosen't means i love her
any lesser..
unless she'll be more happy w/o me around...
and i will not ask ppl to be like me, i'm abnormal. 
