Just finish the Sec 1 orientation camp. I was the care taker for
the NT class. They were horrible and they sucks alot ! But what did
I do wrongly that some people called me : Bla-po , gay , or
whatsoever shit !
I shouted at them , act normally and did nothing wrong. Maybe I am
too friendly to them at first by not shouting at them .. I just did
my duty by keeping the lines straight . And my "head" council told
me: Take charge of the class lar , don't be a gay here. WTF ?! Too
good to them = gay ?
My friend told me that I have a accent , asking if I am Singaporean
? What to do ? Lim Bei born in Sillypore and people asking If I am
a sillyporean. Maybe when I speaks , i tend to "curve" me tongue
more arr ? LOL
When I talk to the sec 1 , I try to use the "childish" manner cuz
if you are too fierce to them , they will give you the black face
ad a chicken word for you.
Maybe I have a phycho problem , due to my appearance ? I dare not
say that I am ugly or handsome , just having pimples make me feels
ugly .. I myself seriously don't know whats going on.. What did I
do to let them call me a gay or sissy ????
I am a forgive and forget person , I don't normally pick a fight
with people , though I must admit that I don't have much friends ..
Just some hypocrites friends maybe ?
And during the CCA tour , I went to my CCA booth , if I am not
wrong , someone said : They Gay councillor .. Wah Lau eh ... maybe
I am too sensitive ? When My friends don't talk to me or having a
late reply in MSN = They trying to act big and ignore you ..
I am a straight , I like girls and never will I love the boys ..
=.= what should I do ? If everybody talk bad things at your back.
Wow lau eh , call me gay ! WTF ... feel like quitting the council
.. any suggestion ? 
