my parents
after my grandpa passed away sometime ago, i keep worrying about
how it is their turn, and eventually mine
a mixed feeling of fear and anxiety
i am very close with them, but then, i'm still afraid
it's like, every night these thoughts will come and haunt me
been going on for quite a while already, and making me depressed at
night, and like tears coming from inside or something
how? how can i stop that kind of thought?