Are u in drug? Look, Dun mess around with your life ya, it aint
going to pay u a single dime. Yo, sista, be good, just listen to
some of these dudes and dudies advices here ya, just study and
start to crawl back to norm ya.
My advicy for you sista is,
Remember the 4D, DO good, Do well, Do correctly and after that try
to DO better in life, full stop.