Yesterday would be a day which i cant forget in my life.
Sent X home after some event and on the way, I told her that I like
her. I already anticipated that I would be rejected but yet I still
choose to tell her.
Told her that I already expected that she would reject me but its
just want to let her know about how I feel about it. Similarly, she
let me know that she just want to concentrate on her studies first
and not go into relationship and she treats everyone as her friends
currently.
The thing that made me so attracted to her is probably her
personality. She's so different from other girls in terms of
attitude and behavior. Thats probably why she have so many suitors
as well. And on top of that, she seemed to have rejected all of
them in the past as well.
Heard from a friend that during the time when i sent her home, she
was feeling abit sick from something she drank and would like to be
alone when going home. My presence she said, kind of irritated
her...
I am having mixed feeling about this incident. Firstly, I'm feeling
quite happy that at least I've got the guts to tell her face to
face. Secondly, I'm feeling abit saddened by her rejection, but at
least from what I've know, she rejected other guys in the past as
well. But the thing now is I do not know if I should continue
waiting or just give up. She's a good girl from what I can
see...
