Yup, u guys are right. I seem to have just rush things too much.
I cant deny that the whole problem could have been mostly caused by
me. i thought about the whole situation these few days. I slowly
realize that instead of helping, i just might really be causing her
stress. So u guys can go ahead flaming me, cos i know i am in the
wrong this time. So, I have made up my mind to just start a new
page with her, not as a lover, but as a friend. Knowing her and
understanding her more this time round and hopefully slowly
progressing this time round. Really hope so. By the way, she didnt
just broke up with her bf these few weeks, its been already near 1
year. But yup, different people require different amount of time to
recover, me, myself has the same problem yet i failed to realize
that myself and even rush things out. Perhaps i am really not ready
yet.
To Spinsugar: thanks for ur reply, i get what you mean. I realise
that i have been really giving out water without a limit. Till an
extend, i have to act that i am alright in front of her when i am
not. I will heed your advice on those words you said.
To mancha: Maybe you are right, i seems to have do things to my
style, neglecting her as her ownself. About the dump the girl part,
i highly doubt so though, cos it really takes me a long time to
begin liking someone, not to say loving someone. But well.. I
really might not know what love is for now, but i really hope i am
able to find out soon. Thanks for your reply too.
