today one is longer, i never know i 've this, until today, i
thought i am having stress, anxiety and panic attack guess now i
got this vertigo thing. so funny, i am too absorbed while cooking
like my mind is working very hard, that why this dish is not nice,
and thinking abt work, family , kid and my life all at once while
doing the cooking, the kitchen dark forgot to on lights, stuffy
kind of thing, i just don't know what i am doing. kena scolding
some more. ok then as i walk i just feel so unsteady like things
all is beyond my control like i am falling while walking and i
become so unbalance, on spot i scared, and run here run there for
help, i rush my husband to bring me go A&E hospital at SGH now,
he say no way, i sad, cry and condition ]worser there my kid want
to play i am so panciky with this unbalance feeling dizzy, light
headed, i tried to lie down, the moment i lie down i feel worse,
feeling so bad, i stand from sitting posisition worse, i look up
and down worse, so i thought this could be vertigo, i got this
10yrs ago, a doc say it is vertigo something to do with my inner
ear but my symptoms is not this bad, just minor, so i brushed it
aside, have this symtpom once in a while. after thinking, i guess
it all got to do with dehydration (iforgot to drink water), i am
stress so stress @ppl, I am weak, I feel today my ear so fullness
in my ear and nearly feel blocked deaf fpor 5seconds, i thought i
am cold, guess something wrong with my ear, or could be my itchy
hand go and dig my ear that day, feeling like got alot of dirt,wax
but none so i keep digging like mad, still nothing, i sometimes
feel my inside ear moving and got soiunds, sometime i thought is
anxiety or could be vertigo, don't know. when i see doctor he say
something to do with my nervous system.
any help what to do first? i am going crazy already. 1 symptom
after another.my hubby say no need to go hospitla, hey just now my
condition is terrible i pleaded him, he say no go and sleep,how to
sleep i lie down my head spin, l paced in my house up and down for
2hrs, now it is coming down it is coming to be ok, like everything
is back to normal,how come, so funny. mu hubby poured a bottle of
cologone 4711 in my head. and blow fan in my face. just now i
cannot even stand still, i feel like falling. so scary now allis
ok.
