man wad a mother fcuking day. finished work with Y, went for
lunch. Z works v v nearby, saw us at amoy and we 3 ate tgt. cld see
obviously see Y was kinda pissed. Y was clearly upset and left in a
hurry aft lunch, and msged me asking me why did i ask Z to come,
which i did not! i didnt reply her. later i came clean with Z,
telling her the truth which of cos made her cry. i felt very bad
about, i should chop my d1ck. i called gf, told her i will be late
as im caught up at office. brought Z out, tried to cheer her up.
watched 881 at vivo, we didnt spoke much. finish le, i sent her
back home arnd 7++ le. under her blk, i cld see she was clearly
very sad. she said she will call me later, i told her i going home
to slp le. she took the lift and i took cab find gf. dinner went
well, her parents keep asking me alot qns. during my time at her
hse, Z send me alot sms, which i didnt reply to. i left gf hse at
11, came hm jus before 12. Y called me and ask me abt why Z was
there and wad was going on. i jus denied and Y believed me, i
think. we chat awhile and i told her we’re friends and nth more.
she said yeah she know, but in a diff tone. i msged Z as she send
abt 4-5 sms which i didnt reply. it went well, and it looks great
for us. in fact we’re still msging, she dont want to call as she
say she scared she cry. today was quite managable but i feel like a
total d1ck head. if theres only help for me, i really need it. i
cannot make up my mind as too many things fogging up….really hope i
can find a solution soon..
