you are probably depressed. Yup, one forumer said something
correctly.
We live as ego entity, we age , then we die, along with our senses
and mind, never to exist and sense anything forever.
So while u are alive, just find something, something like
girlfriend and those usual hobbies, or maybe be a global leader
which help some poor people, and then get ready to die one day, or
any day.
