Ok. i jus wan to post smth, cuz im not really feeling that
gd& as an advice to ppl.
Half a yr ago, i started to jio a sec4 gal & all that. Im 16
but retained at sec3. I added her on msn, & started chatting. I
took some time to dare to sae hi to her in skl, as she dunno who am
i. Finally she knew, but i humji towards her, for eg, out of 10
occasions we meet, i think i onli sae hi 4 times. Heaven gave me
many chances la, met her outside be4 & all that. But i did not
took them well, at most chattin for 5 mins. During the first half
of the yr, she had choir syf, talentime,& mid yr exams, so she
was vbusy & her piority was her cca& studies. I got her no,
but we onli sms sometimes. Because she doesnt have much face to
face chat with me, & I was too rush & frightened her.
During the june hols, we did not hav much chat nor sms cuz i
thought she givin me cold treatment. At the same time, a sec4 guy
was jioin her too. His attitude towards guys not very gd, but he
got glib tongue& treat gals well. I buay gum with him since
sec1, cuz he very haolian, & backstabs ppl. Thn now skl reopen
le, her best fren tell me i lost, thn my buddies told me they saw
him & her walking in to skl together, & out of skl
together. One guy even tell me he saw him&her during june hols
at national library studying together. Jus when now i wanted to be
daring to talk to her more & stuff, its too late. i Guess most
probably he stead wif her le.. Now onli left 10wks to prelims, thn
they no nid come skl le(stay at home study), so it is unlikely for
me to go in to break them up in 10wks,& im alr have no stamina
to continue, so i'll have to let her go, no matter how awful i feel
now. Cant believe she chose such a bad character guy. Bascially, i
put all my heart&sincerity into it, because i thought she was
the right one for a serious relationship. But i olways tensed up
when near her, so i cannot joke & be my normal self.. Finally
an advice to all, wan jio gal, mus brave, heck care wad ppl say,
jus go & talk to her, ego must drop, dun be like me shy shy,
thn gal gone with some other lousy attitude but dare to jio her.
Pai seh, abit wordy. 
