I like a girl very much , whom is in my class , she knows that i
like her but i on the other hand dont know whether she likes me
.
When i asked her best friend who she like , her best friend just
said it was someone from the class and on further asking her best
friend told me that the person might be me . But i always feel that
i was not the one .
We did exchange smses and she would 100% reply , but after some
time i stopped smsing because i feel that i might be an irritant to
her cause it's always about the same things and i dont have the
courage to find out more about her afraid that it would scare her
away .
I did told her i was from a broken family and shared the problems
with her , she was willing to be a listening ear and encouraged me
.
So one night on msn , i plucked up enough courage to confess to her
, but she told me that some things are not meant to be said and
it's already good enough if we know it's from our heart and i told
her that she might not feel the same way as i do but i have to tell
her that i like her . So she said ¡®ÓÐЩ¶«Î÷ÊÇÐèÒªÌìʱµØÀûÈ˺͵Ä' ,
i was confused by what she meant in that sentence .
She told her best friend the next day , and one day while going
home on the bus without her presence , her best friend told me that
she told her about the confession i did that night and her best
friend told me that she didn't believe what i said was true and her
best friend told me to give her more time and try confessing again
after a few weeks .
But since then i told myself , since she doubt the love from me , i
would not hurt myself from trying to hard to win her heart .
Because the last time i actually like someone , it lasted for six
years and when i was rejected 3 times during the period , i took a
long time to recover from the last rejection and made myself to
stop thinking of her .
Now i have been not that close to her like talking in class ,
smsing her , talking to her on msn and stuffs like that . She told
her best friend about it and her best friend came to tell me that
she feel the coldness from me to her .
And ever since i told myself that i need to concentrate on my
studies and not having a relationship but everytime i see her and i
knew she's the one for me but all these things just stop me from
going on .
What should i do ? And what does she really mean in that chinese
sentence ?
Did she show little or no interest in me or was she just pity-ing
me cause i was from a broken family ?
