so my story goes smth like tis..
i frequently visit a retail shop near my home for stuffs i nid and
she was working there.i always wanted to noe her.In my eyes, she
was a sweet looking and pleasant girl and had a good heart.I wasnt
those tat were daring enough to ask the opposite sex for numbers or
tok to them for tat matter abt something else.So i decided that
perhaps i would wait for her after work to tok to her
personally.She finishes work at 10 so i would like wait for her at
around tat time.Even though i did all this,it wasnt abt several
days of waiting tat i managed to tok to her.My heart wanna tok to
her but my legs didnt want to budge,thus the reason.I asked whether
we could be frens and have her number,and to my disappointment she
said no. 
I was so down that night,but was happy too tat i managed to tok to
her 
Days passed and i thought perhaps i scared her that night.Who would
had expected someone waiting for them after work without them
knowing and coming from behind to ask them whether they could be
frens.Darn it,so for the next few days,i thought to myself that
perhaps i had left a bad impression of her and so i didnt frequent
that shop anymore for tat few days.
Den after like 1-2 weeks, i went back to tat shop to buy wat i nid
and was trying not to see her 
luckily she was busy at that moment.Then another girl working there
suddenly said someting "U asked for her number rite?,u go ask her
again,she will give you one.Dont say i tell u!" I stood there lor
rooted to the ground for few mins lol.So i suppose the girl i wanna
noe told tat girl tat tok to me abt me asking for her num tat
nite,yikes.
I was glad i didnt leave any bad impression of her and instead left
a much better impression(at least tats wat i though)
So the next night i waited for her again and asked her the same qns
i asked a few weeks ago.
"ok lor' 
woots~i dun ask for ppl's number tat often so yea..i was very
happy..
i thought tat i could buy smth for her the nxt day and so i
did..it's just some food stuffs fyi
didnt rlly wanna bring it to the shop cos i'm sure her boss and
colleages were there and i didnt wanna be in a akward situation for
both of us.
i msged her out and waited there.she didnt really came out lo,the
other girl working there came out,i saw her mar so i handed her the
stuffs lor.
the nxt day,i msged her like i did the previous day gd mornin and
we sms-ed for awhile.she told me not to send her any more tings and
said tat she has a bf lor. i was kinda 
and
for all this while i thought she is single lar...just feel tat i am
damn dumb...and futhermore she is older than me by 1 yr.
to say the truth,before i noe all this,on the night tat i got her
num(or perhaps earlier)..i thought for a moment that i might be
intrested her in a bgf way.
i suppose everyth i thought and did was just pretty dumb and
somehow i just cant stop tinking abt her.i noe it's wrong as she
has a bf.sigh.sigh.sigh.
and she's like working till end of tis month....haiz
in some way i wish i didnt met her.
guess i'm just a dumb dumb...i go eat my gum gum ba...
haiz
i suppose i shld 4get her?
tell her i have some feelings for her?
i duno wat to do. 
