U are normal TS, in fact u are not alone. I was like u in
secondary school days. That time, i also like a girl in my class
and we become very gd friend till i confess to her. But then, i got
rejected and so i begin to pester her by calling her. But i stopped
after 3 more attempts. After that thingy, i have lose my faith in
relationship and i think the same applies for u. Because we put in
too much effort in it and yet we receive such a negative and
tormenting reply. Hence, we become very skeptical to relationship
issues. However, TS u should considered urself fortunate as u were
once loved by others. 
I have lost
faith in girls before but i have straightened my thoughts now. I am
hopeful that i will meet my other half one day and i believe i am
destined to be with someone whom i have yet to meet. Just to inform
u, i have never being in a relationship before and somemore got 3
consecutive rejections. But then, i am still hopeful.So, if i can
do it, y not u? 
Jia
You
