Did u watch Blood Diamond, the movie starring Leonardo Dicaprio
and Jennifer Connelly? There was this particular scene when Leo and
Jennifer were talking about the differences between a good and bad
guy, when Leo said that basically, they are all humans, just that
we are differentiated by our actions.
What I am trying to say is that as humans, we are only different
because of what we do. You should try to open up more. Like u say,
u have friends in JC, talk to them more. Say what u wanna say(but
of course, think before u say), and let them into ur hearts and
mind. Let them know wat u are thinking, and only then can they know
u better, and make the friendship bond even stronger.
Letting people into your heart may not be easy, due to some
experiences or people around you. However, that shouldn't be a
barrier or excuse for u to stop opening up because u are depriving
people of the chance to know u, be ur friend, and love u for what u
are.
Never give up letting people know u, because u never know when you
will experience the joy and beauty of it.