I think I am a total letdown. I screw up my cca.
I am the captain of my sch's kayak sprint team, but actually I am a
no substance guy. I got chosen cos the teacher thinks I am a good
boi.
Now after one year, I look back and found out that I achieve almost
nothing out of it. I screw up my own team, almost cos internal
fighting. Luckily got my vice-cap to save the situation all the
time. I think I am a lousy captain. I am easily convinced by other,
thus I change decision easily.
I know this is my weakness, I am not firm on my decision, but most
of the time I change decision is because I know their decision is
better than mine.
I am always feeling that I am such a letdown,cant help it. Don't
ask me to quit, I am stepping down in 1 weeks time.