Haiz.
I will share with you something la. I myself also got "molested"
when I was younger. I was sitting in a bus, then somehow the guy
who sat behind me just reached out his hand and started touching my
shoulder and I was too panic-stricken to make any noise at the
moment. When I didnt resist, he moved his hand lower. Until i
couldn't take it anymore and decided to alight from the bus, even
though it was not my stop. My mom was with me at that moment.
When I got down from the bus, I could see he was grinning a
chillingly idiotic grin at me from the window. When the bus moved
away, I saw him still looking at me. That look haunted me for quite
a long time, even until now.
But I have told myself not to think too much of it. There is
nothing much I can do except learning how to let go and forget. I
just wish that one day, if he continues to do tis kinda thing, he
will get his just retribution. Meanwhile, you shouldn't let this
kinda people ruined your life. It is not worth it.
I think for you, it is harder for you to forget because you think
you have a part to play in it by agreeing to meet him? Learning to
forgive yourself is the first step you must take. Then slowly learn
to forgive and forget about what he has done to you, since you have
done all you can.
