Have you ever been affected by something someone did or say that
it made you so upset you decided to change for the better?
I have.
I used to be a home boy, I go home everyday after school and play
my games, Trying to hook up online girls.
I thought in real life, With my 1337 internet speak, I could hook
up girls in real life. I never really bothered with my image,
Normally I lag behind trends by alot and all.
I could be labelled a nerd, geek or even loser.
Then something affected me very badly, This girl I like, Told
people behind my back she thought I was extremely disgusting.
Then I was totally shattered.
Very upset but I didn't show.
Then I slowly tried to change myself and during the process, Alot
of people started to hate me for it but I had a couple of friends
who continued to encourage me on and showed approval. I didn't give
up and this is where I am now.
At least, To me, I am in a better position than before. I actually
put things in motion rather than sit in a corner and cry about
it.
Although I still know that some people hate me for my change and
such, At least I have the confidence to face the world, I no longer
have to look down on the ground when I'm walking and I am able to
talk to strangers with ease and look them straight in the eyes
because I know I am good looking in my own ways.
I am no longer the extremely disgusting guy.
I totally love (not in a gay manner) my best buddy for all he has
done for me. Thanks for the encouragement and help you've given me.
Though we still have our quarrels, I know we will be friends to the
end.
