1.Do you mean that your g/f is still communicating with her ex
?
2.Or did you just saw their correspondence during their
relationship ???
If it is number 1, then I cannot figure out why are you so
apologetic ?
She is the one sneaking behind your back. She should be the one
asking for YOUR forgiveness.
If it is number 2, then the only way you can "redeem" yourself is
to be VERY sorry for what you did, offer to let her shave off half
your hair. Then swear to whoever is your maker , NEVER to do it
again..
BUT, personally, I wouldn't mind my b/f looking at my emails,
because I have nothing to hide anyway...
Like they said, if you have nothing to hide, why hide it ????