You can see what has been troubling you. Bad skin, narrow
shoulders, etc etc. But instead of ending it all, why not work on
trying to end your troubles?
Bad facial skin can be treated at a dermatologist. You can go to
the Pumping Iron forum to learn how to build up broader shoulders.
You can join the outings that we hold regularly in sgforums to make
more friends.
If there's a way to solve your problems, then make the effort to
solve them. Suicide isn't going to solve them at all.
If you want to know, I've already had one close friend who killed
himself, and one more who tried doing so. And believe me, the
experience of having to live with the suicide of someone you
cherish and care for is a heavy burden to carry.
Before you think about doing it, please think of your parents, your
relatives and your friends. Think of the people who genuinely do
care for you - if anything, that's a good enough reason to continue
living. Believe me when I say that doing it will hurt them far more
than it will ever hurt yourself.
There's only so much that I can say and do in an online forum.
Please get in touch with proper counselling channels if you ever do
get the temptation to take a step further. One such channel would
be the following link:
Samaritans of Singapore
At the very least, please talk to a teacher/guardian/mentor whom
you know and trust.
