not long ago, i ended a relationship with this guy. we spent
really many happy times together.. we did quarrel, almost broke up
once but resolved it in the end.. but overall, the relationship was
fairytale like and magical..
but it suddenly came to an abrupt end when he told me that we shd
break up cos he felt he didn't know what love was afterall cos he
felt that he wasnt ready for a r/s... he also thought that we were
too different in terms of character and that it was impossible for
us go tgr... when i asked him whether he ever loved me during the
whole course of the r/s.. he said.... he didn't know- maybe
not.
those words cut deep.
i spent the next few days crying my heart out, lost my appetite
totally, first few daes i wld sms him telling him how much i missed
his presence... to give our r/s one more try.. that it really,
really hurts so bad... but no replies.. so i somehow thought that
he had more or less gotten over the breakup and that i sucked.. so
i spent the remaining time reflecting on the relationship and
talking it out with a few close friends... and now, i've more or
less come to terms with the breakup.. picking up the pieces....
diverting my attention to my studies..
his friends sensed smth was wrong also, but they didnt dare to ask
him... they came to ask me.. cos we both seemed like a really
loving couple in d past.. they said he seemed to be v affected by
it (they thought we argued or smth).. dey mentioned that he looked
upset, zombified and stoned all the time.. but they din dare to
approach him. so i told them that we broke up for good le. dey were
stunned. i also asked them to look after him.
after a week or so... which was yday, when both of us were feeling
more or less better, he asked me out for dinner and i agreed (my
friends are so gonna kill me when they hear this.) we dabaoed
dinner and watched the night sky together while eating. must admit
i still had feelings for him... okay that nite i was feeling kind
of sleepy and then he pulled my head towards his shoulder. with my
head on his shoulder, we just sat there, talked crap and whiled the
time away. my appetite was still very bad that time.. so he fed me
food to get me to eat.. then it felt like the times when we were
tgr. he also said there was a possibility that we cld go back
together. but not now. maybe he was just trying to make me feel
better?
but i dunno. when i got back, the whole dinner thing last nite
seemed so surreal. cos its like back to single life again. facing
harsh reality. i msged him and asked him whether he still regarded
me as his friend after that night, whether he still liked me still.
den his replies were "haha... I like you... as a friend 
" and i asked why.. and he said "Hai... We're friends
what.. no longer a couple..."
u see, his actions are really confusing... still like him
alot...
what shd i do? ah! so confused. guys, what is he thinking?!?! i
really need solid advice... 
