just let him get out of ur mind lar.. i duno y u are still so
protective about him after reading all the threads.. whether he is
reserved, down to earth or watsoever, it doesnt matter liao.. the
fact is.. he had hurt u badly... & that is enough! U dun need
such a person as ur frnz.. so dun feel it wasted. better one who
deserve u more, will come into ur life at a later stage.
now u are aldy letting him feel u dont have him, u will die.. that
y he can hao lian in front of his frnz.. dont let him have this
feeling again.. whenever guys have this feeling at this kind of
circumstance, they wil jz treat u like a dirt & will not
treasure u anymore.. on the other hand, when the gal is hard to
come by, they will treasure more... (generalising.. as this is a
norm.)
u are still young.. concentrate on ur studies 1st.. there will
better guys that u wil meet later.